I can't believe how fast this pregnancy has whizzed by at some sort of freakish lightning speed. There is so many things that I have not done yet that I feel almost frenzied but without the movement if that makes any sense at all! I wake up every morning with a ton of things that need to be accomplished aside from the basic meals, school drop offs and pick-ups, dishes laundry etc.. but I can't get my body to make it to these "baby things". When your mind is in a frenzy but you can't move it makes for a very interesting ticking time bomb like feeling in your mind. One moment everything is fine and the next my thoughts catch up to my body and I can feel my blood pressure rise along with my voice. Not good! My body is ready to get back to itself yet the things in our life have not made it to 36 weeks along with my body. If my body would stop growing and maybe go back a few (10) weeks or so then maybe I could muster up the energy to get the baby stuff set up, washed, sterilized etc... but since I sit here at 36ish weeks and can barely move without pain somewhere I seem to be stuck in a rather sticky predicament. So here I sit!
I know things will work out as they always do so I try to let go of most of the murmurings in my mind and concentrate on my sweet boys and life that is before me. In the next few weeks we will cross into another phase of our lives adding a new member to the family will be a major adjustment for all of us. I can't wait to see Jett's face when he gets to kiss his "own baby". He is very excited about the fact that this baby will be his to love on and no one will be able to say you can't hold them or kiss them which has been the rule with the babies he has been around recently. His affection towards those little people come straight from his heart and I think it was stifled a bit with what he could or couldn't do that now he is very jazzed about the fact that this baby will get all his unconditional love. (deep breath) I am sure that this baby will be loved and loved a lot!
We wrapped up snowboarding lessons last week and are smack dab in the middle of basketball season. Indy loves B-ball he might not be the best player but he gives it his all. I am so proud of how far he has come this year over last.
Jett starts soccer in the spring just as Indy is winding down from basketball the schedule will work out nicely so as to not bend momma into breaking with a new baby and all!
I am looking forward to summer and gardening, hiking and camping. So many things that I missed last summer and fall with my crazy morning sickness that this year I am aching to get outside and do something. I hope for a quick turn into spring a speedy delivery and a amazing new start to our new year and new decade!
