
I am: listening to the soundtrack for "where the wild things are," took the boys last weekend and adored it!
I am: smelling the pumpkin seeds we roasted this morning after a night of carving pumpkins and reading about how that tradition started......after several long hours of carving we lit them up and knew that they were keeping the spirits away at least the evil ones.
I am: So excited after seeing our baby on the big ...o.k. little screen in the dr. office yesterday there was moments of breathlessness as i watched the baby as well as my family take in the moment. I am always very anxious as they measure, sigh and try to get those needed shots. After 45 min of video and q and a we were done and our baby m looks perfect and I feel perfect about that baby!
I am: Looking forward to Halloween tonight and I am thankful that I am not hosting the party. Although this is the one we plan for and love to host every year, this seems like a good year to have a hiatus from it with baby M and all wearing me out at every turn!
I am: anxiously awaiting the end of my time at work......I think it is coming within the next month. Many changes are happening at the office and my office at home has been neglected as I tried to balance that hard to balance work and family. Jett loves preschool and Indy is at school the entire time I am at work so he feels nothing of me working outside of the home. It's the inside of our business and the inside of my home that has me reeling from walking the tightrope! I just can't keep up with the boys, the home, the job outside, and the business, throw a pregnancy in there and as the belly grows I am sure I am about to wipe out and so I have decided to jump and land on my feet..........hopefully!